Praise Him!

I see light at the end of the tunnel! Short and sweet and full of good news. Today started out like a nightmare. But I am happy to report my late Christmas present happened to be my first steroid treatment. Let's just say this morning was pure hell and most of the events following aren't to pretty to talk about. Like I said I see the light and I just want to tell you how that feels.

We just experienced a 3 day rain storm. Non-stop rain and for the Vegas Desert it usually doesn't go down like that. It seemed as though most people were getting depressed by this unforgiving storm. Most people that live here came to escape those ferocious storms they experienced in their home state. When the clouds broke after that 3 day storm the air had a sort of song. You could feel the energy of the universe change. It combined the spirits of my fellow Nevadans and you could just feel this instant change... Birds singing or maybe even angels.

Well guess what my birds are singing today. I have only started a small dose and will continue on. My pain.. the pain that runs through the core of my body and inhibits movement in my arms: I have been released and I feel free. Slighty I feel a sort of pain but at this point the relief I feel makes me want to run a Marathon.. ok- maybe not just yet. My legs were feeling like Gumby but each step is starting to feel like a solid steel rod is in place... (release of a deep breath). I look forward to whats to come and it gives me hope to fight. The clouds have cleared and my birds are singing.. Maybe that will be my next tattoo :) ok I wont get carried away.

I want to cry out and tell people stop taking life for granted. Appreciate all that surrounds you. Just getting a fork or spoon to my mouth was not an option this morning. Please see your worth and the miracles of every day living.

I know I am ranting and maybe I won't always have this enthusiasm. Sure it's easy to get tripped up but for now I will bathe in my miracle. Live Love Laugh

Over - n - out

from me**